My thought’s

Posted: April 23, 2016 in Uncategorized
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Back in the day, I never had a rough time writing. It was easy to write and to post, but lately, it has been hard.

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I feel like I don’t have anything new to say, I fear that this is going to end, but I haven’t done what I have wanted to. I haven’t written my novel, nor have I reached my blogging goals, so this can’t be it. This can’t be the end, I have so much potential, as a writer.

I am a wishful author. I never want to give up these dreams, and I am not trying to take a break, either. I don’t know what to do, though. I thought reading would help, and it has (to a point). I need motivation, again. I find, on my days off, I will only write one post, then I will go to sleep. I think it’s depression, lies that I am feeding myself, saying that I am nobody, and that I don’t have anything to say. I hope this is a hopeful uprising, and that I get back on the roll.

There is only so much time, in life. I can’t sit back, and waste it. No, that’s not me. I keep telling myself that I need to get up, but something inside is fighting me. The inner being is winning, he is taking me down. He feels my head with doubt, and it causes me to hate everything I write.

I look at my stats, and start to believe no one wants to read my material. I need to expand, but I keep telling myself that I’m wasting my time.

These are my thoughts, take them or leave them, I don’t care. If you aren’t there for me, then back off. I have other things to do.

I want to say thanks to my fans. I don’t want to disappoint you. I know you guys don’t want me to stop, but what if I do? I won’t accept that as an answer. I have to fight this, I have so much to say, I have to. I am young, my brain is always firing new ideas. I need to slow down and think about my ideas. This is my life, I’m the only one who can change my situation! Thanks for your support.

Impromtdude

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  1. We will always be here..

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